Friday, November 12, 2010

I HATE my neighbors Part I

Soooo, let us discuss the "upstairs muthafuckas," as I call them...

There's a fat bitch and a huge nigga that live up there. I ADORINGLY refer to each of them as "the bitch" and "the nigga." Yea, I know the niggas name at least, but I prefer the names I came up with.

I've been living here over a year and these people are thee LOUDEST mf's I have ever met!! And inconsiderate too! Just up there bangin around all times of night a day, making ALL the noise in the world...The highlight of me being at home is those two FUCKS going to bed around 12am (1am on friday and saturday). Only then can i really enjoy my...uh...nevermind. lol

So anyway, we have our typical African American, uneducated couple up there. They "hustle" to get by, so they can FAKE for the cameras. These two are the type of people who talk a lot to make it seem like they know a lot...but of course they dont know shit. About anything.

When i first met the nigga, my bathroom ceiling was leaking. He came down to take a look and basically fill me in on how SHITTY the maintenance dept is around here (thats a WHOLE other blog post in itself). The nigga seemed like a fairly nice older guy.

In the course of our conversation, he says to me "yea, i been livin here for 13 years." Uh, WHAT?

O_o

Oh yes ladies and gentlemen, this mf was PROUD to have lived in an apartment for 13 years. Are you fucking kidding me?? i thought perhaps that i had misheard or misunderstood what he said so i say "you said 13 YEARS?" He like "oh yea!" like it was a good thing!

O_o

ok sir... so he exits my abode and goes on about his business. (lol @ "abode")

So another day, during one of my window seat sessions, i was doing some high priority ear hustlin. Of course the loudmouth nigga from upstairs is out there talkin to one of the loudmouth niggas from the basement. (i guess i live in the bldg with all the LOUD mf's...smh...). So i hear this nigga say, "yea we lease these vehicles, blah blah blah" Uh....

O_o

To sum it all up, these mf's RENT an apt for 13 years and LEASE all their vehicles...I guess it isnt the "in" thing to do to OWN some shit. These fuckers HAVE to be at least 35-40...yet living like 2 dumb ass, impulsive teenagers. And thats how they act too. But i'll save that for part 2.

;)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Am I Selfish??

*sigh*

Sometimes I feel like I might be being selfish. Let me explain...

For those of you who may not know, my mother passed away 2 years ago. Only a year after she had been gone, my father decided to re-marry. He married a woman with whom he used to work (sounds shifty don't it?? Thats a whole 'nother story in itself...)

Anyway, at first I kept away from the two of them because I was not exactly sure how I was supposed to feel about it. I had different input from different people in my family as to how I should take the whole thing, yet I was still unsure of how to handle it. My dad and I are close, but after that marriage, and the way the marriage was done, I had to take some time off from him to sort my feelings out.

I decided that I better just deal with the situation because that is what I had to do to survive. Because I still lived with my dad and he supported me, I had to do what I had to do. So I started to spend time with him, his wife and her kids, just to make it LOOK like I was over the whole mess. Truth be told, i wasnt and still dont think I am.

To cut to the chase, it's been about a year and some change that i've been spending time with them and Im not having fun anymore.

Maybe it's because his wife is too clingy. Like she acts like she can't keep her hands off or that she has to go everywhere he goes. I mean, i understand they're married but geez lady!

Last weekend, I asked my dad to take me on base to buy groceries (they're a lot cheaper there). I was looking forward to the trip as I had not seen my father in a while and was looking forward to the one on one time. He gets to my apt, i go out to get in the car and guess who's in there...Im like "who the hell invited her?" Then i start to think maybe it's my fault for not specifying to my dad that i wanted it to be just me and him. But should i even have to do that? She really didnt need to come. She can get on base on her own and couldve went by herself. THEN when we get into the grocery store, they walk off and leave me. Its not like i cant grocery shop by myself, but it was just supposed to be me and my dad that day. My daddy/daughter shopping day was ruined and i was in a bad mood the rest of that afternoon.

So with all that being said, am i being selfish? I understand he's her husband now, but he was MY DAD first? Am I wrong for wanting to spend time with my father, minus her? She sees him every day, i might see him once a week, so what's fair??

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I Miss Michael Jackson

So today is a pretty lax day at work...actually, it's been a pretty lax week. We are in systems training and we have pretty much learned the system already. Since we aren't doing much, I decided to get online and watch a few of my favorite videos. It came across my mind to watch some Michael Jackson videos. I chose to watch the "Ghosts" video (what you know about that?). Everything was going smooth until he moonwalked. I started to get a little sad because I began to realize that we will never see him do it again, except for old videos of course...

Do you all realize what that means? Like outside of his old stuff, we will never see him again. Do ANYTHING. That's the part I cannot seem to wrap my mind around. I think I have a hard time comprehending death. Like my mind understands that he's gone and that people die, but then again it's like I don't know they're really gone. I dunno...

:*(

I understand many people loved Michael, but i LOVED him...I was a fan from the first time I heard one of his songs when I was little. To be honest, up until I was about 12 or 13, i thought he was magic. Like i really believed this man wasnt human and he had magic powers. Deep inside, a small part of me still believes that. Every time i see him dance and glide across the floor my mind is telling me that no human can truly do that, he has to be magic. Smooth Criminal is my proof of his magic powers lol!


The world has just lost it's GREATEST entertainer. No one has or will ever compare. EVER. While I am extremely saddened by his death, I can be glad in the fact that he can finally rest in peace and maybe people will finally leave him alone...

R.I.P. Mr. Jackson

Rants (A.M. Edition) vol. 1

Rude Awakenings...

So...I have to get up at 6:30 am to be to work on time. Because I have a customer service intensive job, I need my rest in order to deal with the barrage of very "interesting" customers that I encounter daily . I generally go to bed around 10:30-11 pm so that I am well rested for the next day. Unfortunately for me, I have upstairs neighbors that just might be mildly retarded...I was awakened this morning from my GOOD SLEEP around 5:00 am by noises that sound like someone is moving furniture. REALLY?! WTF??

Who the HELL moves furniture THAT early in the morning KNOWING that someone lives under you? Are people really THAT inconsiderate? And then on top of that, the bastards kept dropping stuff! Sit still! Ugh, so annoyed....Grrrr....

Temporary Morning Colds??

So why is it that I wake up every morning with mild cold symptoms?? I have to sneeze and cough for at least 30 mins while im trying to get ready. I'm like wtf is REALLY going on? It only lasts for the time i'm getting dressed, which is the most annoying time for me. By the time I get in my car and head to work, im fine. Can I just get dressed and leave for work in peace cold symptoms?? Damn!

If you can't tell, im definitely NOT a morning person if I don't have my rest...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

So I'm a Virgin....a BLOG virgin...

So here we go...

This is my first blog. I have always wanted to get into blogging but never really took the time to do so. I finally took the time out to read my homie's blog (HEY MUNK!!!) and was inspired. I often spend a lot of my idle time thinking about things, but never really share any of it with anyone. Maybe its because I feel like no one really cares, or maybe I think no one wants to listen....i can't really say what exactly it is but, it doesnt matter...I have my blog now, so if you dont care or dont wanna hear, BITCH DON'T READ IT!! LOL!!